he will never know

He’ll never know the way I feelWithout him by my sideHe’ll never know the way I love himOr the way his black hair comb by his fingers He’ll never know that I want himBut someone else does tooWe are good friends and nothing moreHe’ll never know how much that tears me apart This other girl she’s a drama queenCut her wrists and try starving to deathShe thinks she has it bad, but she doesn’tHe’s been through much worseYet he still stands tallWith a smile at allHe’ll never know the way I want himThe way I love his smell He’ll never know the way I want to kiss himIf I do, it will become hellHe’ll never see the reason why I call himIs to hear his sweet, sweet voiceHe’ll never know how I get lost in his eyesYet there’s nothing in mine for himHe’ll never know that when he holds me my knees starts to shakeHe’ll never know that when he’s close,My heart skips a beat But it shall be that she’s in the wayBut it shall be that I can never get my wayBecause she loves him tooAnd she wants me out of the pictureShe’ll get her wayShe always doesAnd I’ll be on the sidelinesWhile they go out againAnd I’ll put on my fake smileAnd pretend its fineEven though I’m broken insideEven though I want to cryBecause as long as he’s happyI’ll never interfaceI’m not that way So,He’ll never see the reason why I call himHe’ll never know the way I love himHe’ll never know that I want himHe’ll never know how much it tears me apart that I don’t have himHe’ll never know the way I want himHe’ll never know the way I want to kiss him He’ll never see the reason why I call himHe’ll never know how I get lost in his eyesHe’ll never know that when he holds me my knees start to shakeHe’ll never know that when he’s close my heart skips a beatHe’ll just never, never know!  -       eihdelrosario©